The Silence is nearly unbearable!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


I have been acclimating to the new home in West Hollywood. I had the moving blues as well as a lot of muck I had to sift through. The growth and lessons were overwhelming so I took a break.

I have also been JOB HUNTING!!! Insane! I had to sit with the idea that I may have to “re-enter the workforce” and just the thought of that has been paralyzing.

I have been confronted with residual anger and sadness that had laid unresolved from previous job, relationship experiences and from my relocation from NYC.

FullSizeRender-3I was being asked by the Universe to just saunter back into it all again:

Bank Account Balance: “Oh, Mary- I think it’s time you find a job.”

Life: HITS me over the head with a cast iron frying pan.

Queue little chubby blue birds and stars flying over my head.

Seriously, we are doing this all over again. I don’t have any words of wisdom or anything sassy to say.

I stopped, prayed and opened my laptop. On a whim, I searched startups and landed on a job description that made me cry:


I started reading the blog post attached to the job description. Something funny happened. I heard my own voice.

Something inside me yearned to connect.

From just one job post that was most definitely found unconventionally – I learned that I am right on time and that there is hope.

There is always a silver lining. Even when I can’t see it or feel it.

It will find me if the door is left open to possibility.

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2 thoughts on “UnF*CKwithable

  1. Jenny

    This resonates BIGTIME because I felt every single thing you stated. I felt it all a few months ago when I returned to the 9-5. I struggled even before I returned because I already felt like a failure and yet I hadn’t even started the job! It was just the fact that I was going back to that life that made me feel that way. But something beautiful happened…I found a job that is completely in line with my path. I’ve already had many spiritual lessons from this role, and it’s clear to me why my Higher Power wanted me to take this route. I do hope I’ll work for myself again, but for now, I’m happy to have the best of both worlds (for me)…my spiritual practice AND financial security.

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