The Silence is nearly unbearable!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I AM BACK!!!!
I have been acclimating to the new home in West Hollywood. I had the moving blues as well as a lot of muck I had to sift through. The growth and lessons were overwhelming so I took a break.
I have also been JOB HUNTING!!! Insane! I had to sit with the idea that I may have to “re-enter the workforce” and just the thought of that has been paralyzing.
I have been confronted with residual anger and sadness that had laid unresolved from previous job, relationship experiences and from my relocation from NYC.
I was being asked by the Universe to just saunter back into it all again:
Bank Account Balance: “Oh, Mary- I think it’s time you find a job.”
Life: HITS me over the head with a cast iron frying pan.
Queue little chubby blue birds and stars flying over my head.
Seriously, we are doing this all over again. I don’t have any words of wisdom or anything sassy to say.
I stopped, prayed and opened my laptop. On a whim, I searched startups and landed on a job description that made me cry:
“DO IT. UN.CON.VEN.TION.ALLY.”
I started reading the blog post attached to the job description. Something funny happened. I heard my own voice.
Something inside me yearned to connect.
From just one job post that was most definitely found unconventionally – I learned that I am right on time and that there is hope.
There is always a silver lining. Even when I can’t see it or feel it.
It will find me if the door is left open to possibility.